About & Contact Me
I am only a few months into my new (and unwanted) life as a single mother. My soon-to-be-ex-husband decided, well truth be told who knows what he decided. As far as he is concerned our marriage and life together were not worth saving and as a result were over. My desire to try to save my marriage was of no consequence and therefore entirely disregarded.
I am lost and alone with nowhere to turn and no one that I can truly trust. I have so much that I want/need to say or feel that I will burst, but with no one that I feel I can trust with absolutely everything that I have to say where am I to turn to try to work through this?
As a result I am struggling to transition from a life as a loving wife and full-time stay at home mother to my beautiful son to a single mother and woman grieving the death of my marriage and loss of the man I love.
I write this blog in the hopes of helping myself through what will be one of the most horrific experiences of my life as well as reaching out to others who are now going or have in the past gone through a similar experience.
August 23, 2015 – Update
I wanted to write an update, but at least for the time being I didn’t want to change the original description written above the day I started this blog, April 17, 2014.
I am now almost 2 years into this nightmare and there is so much that is still up in the air, and therefor stressful. I am unsure as to whether or not I am adjusting to everything. I am not even sure if I am getting used to it, but here I am, somehow making it from one day to the next and doing my best to keep my head above water. I am not sure how much longer this whole process will take, but until everything is finalized I will continue to take things one moment at a time and hope that will be good enough.
My best wishes and support to anyone and everyone who is going through a similar experience.
October 16, 2015
As I mentioned in my entry Done But Not Gone, Over But Not Finished my divorce was legally finalized last month. Despite everything that I have been through these past 2 years I still wasn’t ready for it. I guess there is really no way to be ready for something like this, but after all the time since this started I am kind of frustrated by the fact that I was not more prepared. Oh well. It is what it is and one of these days I will wake up and realize that somewhere along the way I have truly come to terms with being a divorced, single mother.