Life has really picked up steam for me the past few months (fortunately it is mostly for good reasons) and even more than usual I find myself feeling like there is not enough time or energy in the day to do everything that I want and need to do every day. If anyone out there has the secret to how I can become SuperGirl (which would be my first choice) or how to clone myself as many times as I want at will I would greatly appreciate it if you could share the secret with me. I promise that I will do my utmost best to repay you for the information that will change my life.
My adorable little man, who turned 5 earlier this year, is almost done with his first year of school, 4K, and I can not believe that the time has gone by so quickly!! I am not sure I am ready for him to be one summer break, and for more than one reason. Not only am I struggling to believe that my son has grown up so quickly, but truth be told I am not ready for the weekly daycare bill to double. (I am honestly thinking that I am going to have to find a 3rd part time job in order to be able to pay for it and all the other bills that life likes to throw at us. I really hope that doesn’t become necessary.)
My relationship with BD is still going strong and as a matter of everyday brings us closer to the time when BD and my son will actually be able to meet. I am still not sure what we are going to be doing on the day that they meet, but my hope is that we will be able to spend most of, if not the whole, day together. BD and I have been talking about all the different things that we could potentially do, a process only made more difficult by the fact that they will finally be able to meet this summer. We certainly do not suffer from a lack of choices.
Work, at both jobs, is going really well so far and without knowing what the future holds I think things are headed in a really great direction. For the time being I still only have 2 part time jobs, but I wasn’t kidding earlier when I said that I am considering the possibility of needing to get another part time job something that I can honestly say I am REALLY hoping that it won’t be necessary.
6 months ago my life felt crazy and overwhelming and if you had asked me then if I thought that my life would get even more crazy I would have told you that I was sure that it was possible, but that I would be hard pressed to tell you what would happen to make things even more crazy. I would have also stated that I already felt like there needed to be more of me and I didn’t know how I would be able to deal with things being more complicated. Now that my life has had so many positive things come into it, meeting BD and starting this amazing relationship with him being the biggest and most wonderful complication that I never would have imagined being at the top of the list I can say without any hesitation there is not enough of me to go around!